I’m scared that I won’t succeed or accomplish my dreams. I’m especially worried about not being happy. I wish I could just get a peek of my future to know that I’ll at least be okay.
There a point where you just feel so lonely, your thoughts just consume you and it happens to be late at night. Going to sleep would make everything easier, but your body just keeps you up and eventually your mind keeps you up with all these thoughts just running through your brain and you just lay there thinking what if this or that and then it becomes things about memories you missed…
If I ever cross your mind. If you reread our conversations. If you think about me. If you repeat the things we did together in your mind. If you smile because you thought of something stupid we did. If you think about the things we said we’d do. Sometimes, I just wonder if you miss me because I do.
It kinda sucks when you get in the habit of talking to someone every night. And then one night when they’re not there, everything’s just so lonely and it’s hard to sleep.
One way or another we’ve done things we promised we would never do. We’ve said things we promised we would never say. We’ve told advices, even we can’t follow. That’s where some promises are meant to be broken. Cause one way or another, we’re just human. We make mistakes, and do things we know we shouldn’t.